Note.

Yes, I do understand Winni’s POV and where she is coming from.

But that doesn’t change the fact that we don’t work and what I faced.

After everything that I went through when we barely spoke, it’s quite evident that it’s not going to work and I cannot reconcile the relationship.

The enormity of what happened to me is too much and undeserved.

I just can’t.

I do feel for her and I forgive her.

I hope she grows in her career and gets everything that she wants in life.

I hope she finds peace and happiness.

…..

People should also understand my background and what I went through because what I faced in life was extremely traumatic too.

Way more traumatic than her background.

If there was a misunderstanding people should have handled it maturely and clarified with me.

But I was harassed and treated like an animal and people even wanted me dead and attempted murder.

My life was not valued when I didn’t do anything wrong to begin with.

I was speaking the truth since day one.

I can never ever forget what happened to me and what people did to me after everything that I built since last two years.

I had poured my heart out and bared my soul to the world and this is what people did to me.

I’m being harrassed even now when everyone knows I’m innocent.

Being strong is not an excuse for poor treatment.

People should understand when they are treating me wrong and unfairly.

People should understand when they are crossing my boundaries.

People should be held accountable for their behaviour.

People should understand I’m a human being with feelings.

I suffer equal pain even if I have the ability to bounce back.

….

I can never forget what happened and what people are still doing.

Everyone has a backstory.

Some back stories are extremely traumatic and people face a lot of shit.

I agree.

But that’s not an excuse for poor treatment.

Her backstory is not an excuse for the way she treated me and the way people treated me and what happened to me.

I cannot do more than this.

I have gone through so much in life and what people did to me was demonic barbarism.

Nothing can justify what happened.

So don’t even try.

I will always remember it.

Because people did this to me after I cleared all the misunderstandings.

I can never forget what I faced, no matter what people say or do. Or how many clarifications or explanations come my way.

I remember how many times I almost died this last two months.

I clearly remember how many times I was going to fall on the road and die and how many times I was going to die in my bedroom.

I can’t forget what I faced.

You can stop with this explanations, I don’t want to know anyone’s story.

Even if you say and even if this continues forever.

My decision remains unchanged.