rachana rajan <3

My female friends have kissed my cheeks, hugged me, said i love you all the time, called me doll, babe, princess and so many other compliments like this.

They would keep complimenting my clothes and so many other things.

We would speak about everything under the sun.

I have complimented random strangers on the road and hugged them too. They were women btw.

I have had a social life.

I think it’s because of what happened with Voldemort, I don’t know exactly.

But I have experienced platonic love and healthy friendships.

I don’t really think twice about these conversations.

Things have been shitty too.

I usually just let it go and move on.

After many people started coming and going, it started hurting less.

Now I don’t have any abandonment issues or attachment issues.

I get attached only if there is a connection.

I cry only when I think about Ginny.

Otherwise I just laugh it off.

I don’t really talk about it much or even show people that I’m depressed.

Sometimes not even my therapist.

I don’t think I want to do that to that poor women because I know how shitty my life is.

I don’t dump like that.

I’m mindful.