Note.

After I kissed Sid, I told him I don’t feel anything.

I kissed him because he said he likes me and he was thinking about it for a year.

I said it’s like Rachel kissing Joey, after.

I’ve said I love him platonically and I miss him etc and he would say it back.

He never blamed me for these things or said anything toxic or dramatic.

He knew I was being a good friend.

Respect was always on the table.

Even when things ended.