Note.

I was telling my therapist I vibe to all kinda music even if I don’t relate to it or understand.

Because I like the beats or the vibe.

And I gave her examples of the same picking the random and crazy ones.

I even listen to spanish and tamil. I don’t understand the language.

There is no hidden meaning behind everything I say.

After speaking about the song unholy I’m seeing all these dad contents online.

So I’m clarifying.

Even the hukum song.

The world took the literal meaning of the entire song in a negative way and whenever I listen to it at home my father shouts.

So I was trying to convey to her that, just because I listen to something doesn’t mean I have to relate.

I just like the beats and the vibe.

I listen to intense sad music like you broke me first, another love, i hate you I love you etc.

I cannot relate to it all. But I love them.

There are so many like those in my dance playlist.

I vibe to everything is what I meant.

I do not relate to everything I read and watch.

So many books I read I can’t relate but I still read because I like learning new things.

It’s not necessary to relate to everything, was my whole point of talking about it.

Also, whenever I talk about something it’s not necessary that I have some hidden meaning behind my words.

I’m always direct.

I don’t understand why the world places meaning behind everything I do and say.

I’m always direct.

If I say I love clouds I mean the clouds.

I love the weather, I mean the weather.

I love that sweatshirt, I mean the bloody sweatshirt.

When I love someone, I directly say I love them.

When I hate someone, I directly say fuck off.

It’s as simple as that.

But yeah. I see Ginny in the moon, sun, stars etc.

That’s different.

When I meet her I will obviously be direct.

When I started writing here I took the help of fanfics to prove my innocence, that’s it.

But otherwise, I’m always direct.

I feel it’s high time the world starts to speak to me directly too.

Enough of all this BS.