Note.

This whole BS was started by Voldemort.

She spoke in a certain way and because of that guilt, she felt I was too.

But I wasn’t.

I’m always direct.

And all the false empathy created immense BS.

Anyway.

I have cleared everything and solved this stupid problem after so many years of trying to figure it out.

The only way to break this vicious cycle is for people to start speaking directly.

Because I always do.

I’m always outspoken, opinionated and I love everything around me.

I have genuine love for things I see around me and I find it magical.

That’s just who I am.

I love my coffee, my sandwich, my blanket, my clothes, my christmas tree, my friendship bracelet.

My mind always has so many interesting thoughts I never feel bored.

I know how to heal myself.

I’m happy and content with my life because now I have everything I’ve always wanted.

I have clothes, my books and my tree and phone and my room.

Except for Ginny.

So I’m waiting for her.

I don’t like my parents sometimes but I care about them. I love them by maintaining distance.

I avoid conflicts so things are good now.

They are old so I keep them happy this way.

I have learnt to love myself and put myself first.

So I always stay in my room and don’t interfere much.

And stay out of their way and not cause problems.

I’m happy they have changed.

I’m happy when I’m in my room alone.

I like play with my neices sometimes when I have the stamina because they are so energetic I can’t keep up.

I feel old.