Note.

No matter how long this goes on for and no matter what the world does.

I prefer dying alone than talk to people who I stopped speaking with.

They aren’t my friends and they never were.

They are lying about the fact that there was friendship.

There is not even a single good memory.

This can go on till I die.

I know the truth and I know what happened.

The truth is never going to change. Ever.

I’m extremely suicidal right now.

I’d rather face this daily and be extremely suicidal till I die and die alone than talk to them.

…….

Draco used to treat me like a abusive monster and keep me under her foot.

Whenever I would speak up, she would walk off when she was the one at fault.

If we were texting, she would block instead of addressing the issue.

Later unblock me after few weeks and wait for me to text and I would reach out because I was stupid.

And I was attached to her even though it was extremely abusive and I was being mentally assaulted.