Note.

Just because someone wants to talk to me and is repenting for their behaviour, doesn’t mean the world should constantly hurt me this way.

That too after everything I’ve been through in my life.

People should also consider the fact if I want to do that or not.

And I don’t. I never ever want to.

I have strong reasons for it.

I have been saying it since this started in September.

I’m a human being too. I have faced hell in life.

I have been feeling extremely suicidal since this force started.

Just because I don’t show it doesn’t mean I’m not hurting.

I’m also saying I’d rather feel suicidal till I die and die alone than go back to them.

That’s how much I don’t want it.

My words should also be considered because it’s my personal life decision.

And no matter what people do I can’t.

There’s a limit to everything. The limit was crossed many many years ago.

Even after knowing everything that I faced I don’t understand why the world is being so heartless and even after doing everything that I’ve done.

When I’ve made it extremely clear that there was no such bond or friendship between these people and me.

I’m feeling extremely suicidal because of this force.

Both people should want it for it to work.

And I have been clear about my feelings.