Note.

I don’t see life as a game.

I wasn’t gaming with anyone.

I haven’t till now.

I don’t start anything.

I usually just let things slide and see good in people.

When it gets too much and it’s not working, I silently remove myself from the situation without hurting them.

I react only when they cross the threshold.

The world was gaming these last few months, I rose above it to prove my point.

That’s all.

People whom I stopped speaking with were gaming and they have a ego bigger than their head.

They did a lot of other things as well.

I was speaking the truth since day one.

I just used the words checkmate and win. I use fancy words like that sometimes because it sounds befitting.

I wanted to destroy the restaurant for what they did to me, I accepted it long ago.

I also apologized after I calmed down and moved on from it too.

The world streched it more than required so, I spoke about it.

Shit was thrown on me and my reputation was at stake, so I threw the shit back at them.

This is called as retaliation which is 20% of my suffering.

Anyway.

I’m okay with losing and being called a villain.

I’m okay with being misunderstood.

But I cannot under any circumstances accept certain people back in my life.

I worked really hard to fix myself and reach this level of peace of mind.

I cannot throw away my values, self respect and self love.

I’d rather die alone as a villain than speak to certain people again.

I saw what I saw and I cannot unsee it.

I don’t like certain people in my life and I cannot fake it.

I cannot betray myself.

The world can speak on their behalf and advocate for them and do whatever they want.

This can go on forever and ever.

I will acknowledge and understand but the door to my life is permanently shut for some.

They know exactly why.