Note.

Winni didn’t “disturb” me and I didn’t dislike her for a long time as well.

I just wasn’t looking for anything and whatever she did, I just ignored.

I always respected, cared and helped, even if I wanted to be alone.

I stayed silent about it for a long time as well.

Please read my blogs again.

I spoke about everything only after I understood what exactly happened.

My reputation was at stake, so I spoke the truth.

I suffered, so I retaliated.

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Same with others too.

I don’t start or talk shit.

Unless I’m put in a spot.

Anyway.

I’m done talking about this.

The door to my life is closed for some, no matter what happens.

I know how many second chances I gave them.

I know how much I loved them and I remember exactly what I saw from their end.

I know how much I endured before letting go.

If they miss me, it’s because they didn’t find a replacement doormat.

They didn’t find anyone else who silently took their shit probably.

And also because I’m all over the place so they are repenting, if they are.

But that chapter is over from my end.

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Also, there are so many other people who never reciprocated the love I gave them and it was always one sided efforts from my end.

And they kept ghosting me because I was a failure.

And now if they are coming back, I don’t really care.

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If anyone has something to say or wondering why I stopped speaking to them.

They should reach out and ask.

If they aren’t, it’s because we never had that kinda rapport, connection and friendship.

The exact reason why I let them go.

My love wasn’t reciprocated.

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