Note.

If people like me for my work and the changes I’m making etc, it makes sense.

But they should also be mindful about how they treat me and their behaviour.

They are also lying about the relationship that we shared.

Because on a personal front, that love and care that they are proclaiming to the world, is missing.

Because when I proclaim something to the world, I also walk the talk.

I don’t write 100 poems and give excuses on why I’m not putting what I’m saying into action.

Also, who stays in my life and who doesn’t is my choice and my choice entirely based on my experience with them.

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Also, I don’t say anything blindly.

I know things.

You can ask Ginny if she was in love with me the last time we met.

She didn’t say it, but I know she was because it was all over her face, eyes and words.

You can ask my mom if she was jealous of me last year, I clearly saw it on her face. Even if she didn’t say it.

You can ask Dumbledore if he fucked up, I saw it clearly on his face.

I just don’t say things.

At first maybe I don’t understand because I always think from a place of love but once I get clarity, I do get it.

I know things because I’m good at reading people to an extent.

I usually just ignore and also, I’m slow so I understand it late.

I tend to stay quiet and move on, until I’m put in a spot.

But yeah I’m good at things.

Hence I was able to prove my sanity and innocence.

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Stop fucking with me and playing these stupid mind games.

If someone doesn’t have good intentions for me and do crappy shit and throw shade.

I don’t owe an explanation for ending things with them.

But I still gave an explanation.

You make me speak and hurt me when I speak about it.

What the fuck is even this?