Note.

I knew things and I didn’t know things at the same time.

Everything I did and said back then was copied from books, TV or my friends.

Honestly, even now it’s the same.

I literally copy everything about Ginny and my favorite fictional characters, Taylor Swift and so many other things and people.

I have my own thoughts and opinions and things too, these days.

But back then everything was copied because I didn’t know anything.

I didn’t know to speak so if someone said something, I just repeat that.

I didn’t know to form sentences or place meaning to my feelings or the social norms and I wasn’t self aware.

My mind wasn’t developed.

So yeah.