rachana rajan <3

Even when Ginny was pushing me away, she still liked me and showed it as well.

We have our own way of speaking even when we don’t speak.

Also, I understand all her non verbals.

….

Don’t compare my relationship with her with people whom I have no connection or bond with.

Don’t compare and try to rationalise their pathological behaviours.

The context is completely different and people are lacking the maturity to understand this.

I don’t understand why people hurt me for the benefit of creeps, when I already spoken about everything and cleared everything.

I am hurting, even if I don’t show it and keep a brave face and smile and laugh.

I cry even now at night, whenever I think about the times I was going to die and I was begging God to keep me alive because Ginny was going to come back.

I’m a human being too.

I don’t understand the twisted theories of the world and what they are doing by hurting me even now.