Whenever I’m speaking on the phone, father eavesdrops on the conversation and starts commenting and behaving angry.
He doesn’t need a reason to be angry.
No matter what he does or however silly the conversation is or the situation is, he spoils it by being angry.
Today I was speaking to the delivery partner asking for a clarification and father intervened and started boiling.
I asked him to stop his anger and he started hitting me because his ego got hurt.
I hit him back because I’ve had enough of his anger issues.
I can never forget every single thing he did to me in the past.
I lashed out.
I just want to move out of this house.
I’ve had enough of this pathological dysfunctional behaviour.
I crave to live in a house where I feel safe and my body is not always on alert.
And my life is not confined to this bedroom.