Note.

I know people are calling me Krishna and Jesus and stuff.

I have never wanted that.

I just said don’t gaslight me and don’t try to undermine my value and worth.

Because gaslighting is psychological abuse.

I worked really hard to reach here and I don’t think there’s anything wrong in saying I want conventional treatment.

Taylor Swift worked really hard to reach where she is, I don’t see anyone saying she is showing off for wanting to be treated with convention.

Also, she has songs that mention games etc, I don’t see anyone doubting her for it.

I randomly used few words and my whole existence was questioned based on that, even after proving myself for the last two years.

Why is that?

People need to think about these things.

I have done everything to reach here.

I don’t see why this would prolong any further.

People are so educated and they have an ability to think and understand.

Whatever some people are doing is so questionable and wrong.

Even after clarifying everything when I don’t owe any explanation to anyone.

…..

Also, my parents aren’t educated and they have had a difficult life because of what happened too, it wasn’t just me.

They are 60 plus and old, some of their behaviour won’t change.

I have accepted it and try my best to maintain peace.

Today’s fight was unnecessary but I’m just ignoring it because they are old.

My father has anger issues and I think it’s better to maintain distance and stay in my room till I move out.

When there is some distance, I would be able to love and appreciate them better like how my sister is doing.