Note.

I never loved Bellatrix.

I didn’t have any feelings for him.

He knew I was innocent and used that to his advantage to the max.

I loved everyone unconditionally not just him, no matter how much or how many times people hurt me.

Because I was a toddler in my mind with no understanding about the world.

After he was done using me he started calling me his bestfriend.

I was friends with people whom he called “hot girls” that he had a crush on like Lucius and Lavanya.

So he kept me as a bestfriend so that he can use me as a bridge to talk to them.

I loved him as a friend because I was stupid. I wrote him mails and a letter because yes I am a good friend.

I didn’t understand what happened or what he was doing.

It’s after I understood what happened that I blocked him immediately and started hating him.