Note.

I wrote that fanfic to humour you, like how Taylor Swift wrote Blank space.

Anyway.

Draco and I had a strong connection, yes.

But it was an extremely abusive connection.

Back then I loved everyone unconditionally, so I took all the abuse.

I didn’t have self respect, self love or ego. I didn’t know to hate.

So I took the BS silently like a doormat and loved them and stayed even though it was wrecking me.

So yes, we had a connection.

But during covid I grew up and started understanding things because of therapy and educating myself.

I started disliking people at that time because I grew up and started getting those emotions.

Now I have an insight and understanding on things, so I know now that that was abuse.

Now I have self respect and self love.

I dislike them now and I’m angry for what I went through.

Now I know that that wasn’t friendship.

Hence, I’m saying the same.

I started speaking back and retaliating and took revenge.

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Also, Kreacher isn’t my friend.

I have already spoken about it.

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I tend to go close and look at things, so I guess that’s why people call me a cat.

And also cause of other things that I mentioned previously.

I do get things.

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