Note.

Did someone I knew die?

I’m not sure what exactly happened?

No one tells me anything.

I saw so many things online.

…

I watched something related to crime online on Instagram and now I’m unable to sleep.

I might not sleep properly for few days till I forget what I saw.

I’m so traumatized.

…

One of my most traumatizing memory is when my throat was finally fixed and Ginny was going to come back finally and I was going to die.

And I was begging God to keep me alive.

I remember that at night when I don’t get sleep and I start to cry.

That memory is at the top of one of the most awful memories that I have.

I have so many awful memories, I’ve thrown most of them out of my head and healed from them as well.

This is recent, it’ll take some time to forget.