rachana rajan <3

I know Ginny will come back on Christmas and I’m just waiting.

There’s literally nothing in this world that I want more than her.

I wish when I close my eyes and open them she’s here next to me and I’m kissing her.

The battle ground, these huge windows with the faint light pouring into my room, these posters in my room and everything else around me is a blur and seems so far away.

The pain of yesterday so faint.

And I’m waiting.

I’ve been waiting for this Christmas since childhood and all my life everyday.

Why isn’t it sooner and why isn’t it tomorrow?

I want to go far away from now with my heart so heavy in this strange reality where nothing really makes sense.

I want to be with her and she is all that really makes sense.

Float on the ocean and through space and the galaxy.

Away on a tiny star.

Just me and her.