Note.

I’m not going to dislike or feel aversion towards something, just because it was a cause of a misunderstanding.

Even if I almost died because of those misunderstandings.

Because my mind was and is clear.

I know my truth and I live by it.

I won’t let someone else’s misunderstandings, assumptions, insecurities and evil ruin it for me.

Because I’m clear about it.

I’m not going to dislike twilight, the color grey, chess, games etc.

Because there is nothing to dislike about these things.

I’m not going to let someone else’s thoughts ruin them for me.

I’m going to accept them, incorporate and mention them when needed and continue living with my truth.

Also, humour you time to time. Which is a way I deal with problems.

Also,

The color white was a serious blunder of words.

I live with high functioning anxiety sometimes.

I do challenge it time to time.

I got over my anxiety with white and infact love it now.

So yeah.