Note.

If people were trying to hurt me today.

By whatever they did.

Giving me hopes and hurting me.

And showing me pictures of couples on Instagram.

It’s not working.

I don’t even celebrate my birthday.

So yeah.

Also, I don’t really have to talk to Ginny everyday 247.

I want to and I would love that.

But I don’t have to.

I’m kinda old school.

I miss her, yes. But I’m okay waiting.

I’ve waited so long, so I’m used to this feeling of longing and yearning.

I’m not going anywhere and I don’t think I will fall in love again.

So I’ll keep living till she shows up.

Because I know she will speak to me.

…..

Also, I don’t get jealous of someone else’s life on social media.

I use it mindlessly and I feel happy for people when I see something.

I use it to stay updated, that’s all.

It’s kinda like staying in touch with people and the world, without speaking.