There is nothing wrong in using apps or any other way, to meet your needs with consent.
Whatever the needs might be.
What’s wrong is being a desperado and creep.
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I’ve socialized and spoken to a lot of people in life.
I guess it was because of the situation I was in, now that I think about it.
People kept coming and going.
So I no longer have abandonment issues or even get attached.
I know how to keep things casual.
And mostly I keep things casual itself, unless there is something meaningful there.
I get attached only when there is something there, like a connection or something of that sort.
I’m extremely open minded because of the experiences I’ve had and the content I take in.
With the right people things flow like water and it’s effortless.
With certain individuals, it’s like walking on glass shards.
Maybe it has nothing to do with me or them, it’s just that we aren’t compatible.
I try my best to maintain the harmony and take a step back and remove myself silently.
I don’t understand why people spread slander and throw mud on your name just because things aren’t working out and you aren’t interested in engaging with them.
They need to learn to be mature. They have a long way to go.
If someone starts shit when I maintain peace and have good intentions.
I will not keep quiet for sure. I will put an end to that shit.
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Things are mostly shitty in my life because of the weird reality that I exist in and also because of the preconceived notions about me.
I have done everything in my power to break that shit and show the truth and prove myself.
I’ve learnt to navigate this reality too.
But I no longer wish to be in this reality.
This is my life and I decide what happens in my life.
I don’t want the best of both worlds and I don’t want to be Spiderman anymore.
I don’t want to be anyone’s God too.
I want to be a YouTuber and blogger because I like doing these things.
Also, I want the things I asked for.
I deserve it because I worked really hard for it.
I want this before Ginny comes back.
rachana rajan <3 