rachana rajan <3

I have clarified and spoken about a lot of people here and what they did.

I do understand that my definition of someone is not a definite defination.

People change and grow.

They might be a totally different person now.

I’m aware of this fact that they might even be a butterfly.

I will be happy for them and their achievements and care about their well being from a distance too.

My only intention of speaking about what happened was to clarify and clear the immense bullshit and undo the knot.

Because no one knew the truth but me.

So I fought to say it and now it’s done.

The only thing I want from them is to speak the truth.

I don’t really want anyone to die or go to prison even.

The world can do what they feel is best based on what happened.

But no one is dead and I’m in a better place now.

I don’t have any animosity or anger or trauma anymore.

I’ve placed the burden down long ago.

Maybe I might not be able to forgive some people easily or ever.

But I’ve let it all go for now.

I’m light and fluffy.

The world needs to really introspect before hurting me going forward.

Because there is always two sides to the story, a back story and more than what meets the eye.

You can probably do a social experiment and invade in someone else’s life to an extent to which it was done to me without telling them.

If you do this with A, B, C, D,…. Z.

You’ll understand and get to know that there will be so many weird things that will come up and that they do, which will be a big question mark.

To top it off, I’m a special child with a lot of different and unique behaviour and erratic movements.

I was on a date with a man once. Suddenly he turned his head completely to look at a woman with her friend. He did it two times.

I’m sure this was innocent action.

The same thing happened to me where I turned my head two times to look at a woman because she looked familiar and I was not wearing my glasses too.

This was innocent too.

Nothing happened to the man I was on date with but with me I was assualted and harassed.

Some women ogle at my chest and legs when I wear revealing clothes. So many men stare at me continuously every time I step out. So many people keep looking at me casually.

But nothing happens to them.

But if and when I do something, which would be innocent or I’ll be lost or within context of the situation.

Hell is let loose and I face inhuman scrutiny.

Also, whenever something happens and all I do is react to it.

People hurt me and call it karma.

Without asking what happened or clarifying with me first.

I’ve faced hell my whole life and I have done everything to reach here.

What’s done is done and can’t be changed.

I hope this doesn’t prolong, that’s all.