I think people were watching what’s happening when I went outside because of whatever I am seeing online.
That’s why I gave a detailed description of my day.
While at Starbucks I remember I kept looking at my bag and cardigan at the table while I was talking to the barista.
Because of my anxiety due to what was going on.
There was a group of people who were seated at the table near my bag and I looked at the group two times and it was heighting my already overwhelming anxiety.
Honestly today was shit.
….
If people will closely watch any other person and do the shit they are doing to me.
A, B, C, D,…. Z
As I mentioned previously, there will be a lot of things that they do as well.
Also, I have a lot of problems and today was worse, so I was shaking instead of reacting.
There is literally nothing wrong with me.
Whatever happened today is just my body reacting to abnormal amount of sexual assault and harassments.
You can’t assualt and scrutinize a person so badly and watch them react to it and comment and judge this way.
If the sexual assaults were intentionally done.
Are you even human?
I’ve already spoken about everything and I don’t understand this pathological dysfunctional behaviour.
rachana rajan <3 