rachana rajan <3

Whenever I send a song to someone there’s literally no hidden meaning behind it.

I send songs that I currently listen to and love.

I don’t remember all the songs I have sent Ginny. There was hidden meaning behind the songs I would send her, yes.

But not all. I remember sending her my current favourites among them too.

I have spoken about everything that happened between us, I mean whatever is necessary to clear the miscommunication.

Even the songs I have added on the playlist “if my heart was a mixtape” I can’t relate to everything word by word. Some of them I relate just a single line or so.

The other playlists are also random.

I listen to and love all music, I don’t have to relate to them.

There was a phase when I was listening to just spanish, I couldn’t understand a single word of it.

There was a tamil phase when I met Ginny, I don’t understand tamil. But if I listen to it more than 10-20 times, I start understanding.

There was punk rock phase during school and college. I would listen to just rock bands.

I don’t have to relate or even understand to enjoy music.

I like the feel, the vibe, the beats.

Sometimes when the song is intense I start to cry even if I don’t relate to it but because of the feel of the song and the singers voice and the way they sing.

I cry even when I listen to some instrumentals because of the feel.

Some of the music is so good, it brings tears to my eyes.

As for the song unholy, I heard it in Symran’s instagram. 2 years ago I was copying those women to impress Ginny.

You can check Symran’s instagram dating back to when I uploaded that song.

Also, the songs I upload on my Instagram posts are sometimes very random. Most of the time it is my current state of mind and mood though.