(Trigger warning – Details of my past health issues)
After I started taking medicines in college, I faced a lot of side effects.
I used to shake badly.
Whenever I would wake up early for exams, I would throw up.
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While working at Askaban, I had to start my day at 2AM or earlier.
Because of that my health got fucked and also I was being tortured and the medicine, all together took a toll on me.
Everyday as soon as I wake up, I would throw up.
While I started working at Ministry, initially I had to wake up early.
So that continued.
But once I changed my timings, it stopped.
But I had extreme anxiety and also, I stopped feeling turned on.
I felt it’s because of the medicine.
So I had to take an additional medicine but because of taking that I would see white thing on my underwear sometimes.
It was a weird experience.
But yeah, after I met Will.
I realised it’s not because of the medicines because I had strong feelings for him.
But we never met.
So I was a bit confused.
Later, after meeting Ginny I realised that I was just not meeting anyone I was attracted to because I had strong feelings for her.
Anyway,
I don’t have these issues now and I’m normal and in a good place.
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The reason I’m saying this is because I remember complaining to Draco about it.
I think this is what she must have said.
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Also,
I think it’s better to just say things.
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