I never boast.
Mother was gaslighting me, being sarcastic and condescending.
Hence I was affirming my truth.
Which is a result of lifetime of gaslighting.
I tend to affirm my truth and keep repeating it and stand tall.
It’s called standing my ground and standing up for myself when faced with harassment and phychological abuse.
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Whatever Peter Pettigrew did is wrong.
I’ve spoken about each and every thing that happened.
It cannot be brushed aside as prejudice.
It was extreme form of evil and monstrous.
She can never ever come close to Dobby’s standards.
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No one asks me what happened like a normal person and clarifies things.
That’s the reason when the truth finally comes out and everyone comes to know I was innocent all along.
They feel I’m being smooth.
I have been speaking the truth since day one.
Even a decade ago I clearly said what Voldemort did.
Even 7 years ago I clearly spoke about what Lucius did.
2 years ago I clearly spoke about what happened.
4 months ago I clearly spoke the truth.
But each time, no one listened or clarified or even asked me what happened.
Everyone kept silencing me, torturing me, created riots on the road and wanted me dead again and again and again.
And now that everyone got to know I was innocent all along, they are unable to accept it hence calling me silky smooth.
If someone had spoken to me before the BS like a normal person.
All this wouldn’t have been.
People should have handled it better.
My words are never respected.
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When someone harasses me, assaults me, disrespects me, is jealous and attacks me, behaves vulgar etc.
That person means nothing to me.
Period.
I’m not even sorry. Because I’m entitled to dislike people who mistreat me just like everyone else in this world.
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Mr Naidu would never do what he did to me to any other women in this apartment.
Why did he feel it’s okay to do it to me?
Because with me people don’t have to face any consequences at all.
So they do whatever the fuck they want.
Because no matter what happens or what someone does, I’m the one who always gets hurt.
Even Peter Pettigrew would never do what she did to me to anyone else.
She clearly knew what she was doing is wrong, she said so herself.
But when it came to the moment of truth, she conveniently turned the table.
Even with father, when father was staring at my body in the previous house like a ruthless vulture.
People were continuously trying to change my perception instead of asking him to stop.
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All this needs to stop.
rachana rajan <3 