My parents were continuously torturing me at home in the past and my whole point of going to a restaurant was to get 2 minutes alone time and recharge.
Just because I was alone, it is not an invitation for people to approach me.
I was in a lot of trauma and I was not in a mindspace to speak to anyone.
Everyone in this world knew this.
Even when customers approach me, I don’t respond and they get it and leave. They don’t take it personally and understand.
But this disgusting monstrous person, Peter Pettigrew, was forcing herself in my life.
No matter how many times I drew a boundary.
Being kind or not is out of the question because when someone is not interested or in a mind space to engage,
If a person is constantly forcing, that is disrespectful and harassment.
On top of that,
This person was dumping her problems on me forcefully, when I was already suffering and the whole world knew I was suffering.
Also, hurting me like a sadist for not complying to that psychotic force.
And to make matters worst, this person was behaving vulgar and making it sexual and forcing me to go to her house.
No matter how many times I drew a boundary.
On top of all this,
When things finally worked out for me after a lifetime of suffering.
This person was jealous of me, attacks me and I sexually and mentally assaulted.
And the world wanted me dead.
Even though I clearly spoke about what happened.
Based on this person’s lies.
Without clarifying with me.
I was sexually, mentally and psychologically assualted.
I faced enourmous unimaginable suffering.
When all I was doing since day one was, trying to mind my own business and trying to get two minutes alone time because I was being tortured at home.
I didn’t complain about this creep and kept quiet to save her job.
And this happened to me.
So my anger is justified.
Stop hurting me once again for getting angry, abusing and retaliating.
Because it is fucking justified.
If it was anyone else in this world, she will be in prison.
rachana rajan <3 