rachana rajan <3

Prashant, my friend from engineering told me he watches porn on incognito.

So I used to do the same because those days, I used to copy my friends.

Only that I used to never really watch it. I would just open and close.

Because I find porn scary.

Also,

I saw on TV while watching desperate housewives, this woman sent someone “I want to lick you from head to toe” and that person gives her attention. And something else happens, I don’t exactly remember.

So I sent the same to prashant.

And he responded and it continued for a while.

He asked me to go to his house.

I said no.

Later he said he loves me.

I didn’t fully understand it.

We fought when I was in my uncle’s house in Kerala and I locked myself in a room.

My mother and sister went crazy.

I think I was supposed to stop my medicine but my doctor asked me to continue it.

They did not ask me what happened.

He decided it based on me locking myself in the room.

….

Prashant used to say that he was lonely so I introduced him to my friends monica and varsha.

After one month of liking me.

He said he doesn’t like me because he likes both my friends. He said he no longer likes me because I’m ugly.

After that he kept speaking about my friends non stop and verbally abusing me constantly.

He would give me the silent treatment too.

I was going crazy because of him.

But I considered him as my bestfriend nevertheless.

After sometime, I moved on.

And forgot about the whole thing.

We got back in touch on and off. But it never lasted.

I have kissed him on his cheeks with consent and I have hugged him too with consent.

Nothing more than that.