Note.

When I love someone.

I fight for that relationship.

I have realised that it’s not easy to find that kinda connection with everyone.

It’s very rare.

I dated so many men after Ginny and it never felt right. Even when I kissed them and stuff, it just didn’t feel right.

Even when some of them were interested to marry me, I just couldn’t see a future with them.

They were good in their own ways.

I guess it’s because I was/am in love with Ginny and she had set the bar soo soo high.

And every time I closed my eyes, I saw her stupid beautiful face.

The point I’m trying to make is, it’s not every day you meet someone you connect with.

So please fight for the relationship, be it friendship or boyfriend or anyone for that matter.

Don’t give up so easily when there is a connection.

Even if it doesn’t work out, you tried. That’s what matters.

I don’t know much about Ginny other than whatever she has told me.

I know the things that’s important to me though. Like the way she smiles, thinks, speaks.

She must have grown and changed as a person now.

I just want to meet her and get to know her again.

All I know is I want to be with her always.

I’m okay with anything, tbh. Even if I have to change cities or continents.

Whatever she wants to do in life, literally anything.

If she wants to get married or not get married. Children or no children.

Label or no label. Fuck label.

I just want to be with her. That’s all I know and care about.

I’m literally at a point where my feelings are salad in a bowl and waiting.

I don’t know what will happen. I’m like too much in my feels, it’s oozing out of me.

My stupid stupid heart filled with love got me through unimaginable situations these last few years and hasn’t stopped feeling for her.