Note.

No one really gives me gifts.

It’s so rare.

My sister gave me a rose gold watch few years ago and that’s like the only gift that I really like.

I don’t celebrate my birthdays too.

So yeah.

It’s really awkward when it happens because I’m not used to it.

I don’t even enjoy thinking about the whole birthday bash, throwing a huge party and stuff.

Even thinking about a huge wedding is like, I don’t know, awkward.

That’s why I said I don’t like princess treatment and being pampered.

No one has done it till now.

To think about it now is awkward.

When someone compliments me too much I start feeling awkward.

Also, it’s kinda pressurizing because I have set the bar high and now I have to maintain that.

But I do fuck up as well. So it’s pressurizing in a way.