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This has reached a point where it’s become more than too much to take.

I’ve been feeling extremely suicidal since last couple of days.

I cannot take this any further.

People should understand when to stop because it’s reached beyond the threshold years and years ago.

I’ve never looked at anyone’s body that way because I’m not even fucking attracted or interested in anyone.

I don’t find most people even remotely attractive.

Even if I am attracted to someone, I tell them openly that I like them. I’ve even made a fucking list.

Except for Ginny I haven’t had any real feelings for anyone in real life.

I’ve already spoken about everything.

I’ve been intrested in clothes and so were my friends in the past.

My friends in the past have stared at my body and spoken about my clothes so many damn times.

It was within context of what we were speaking.

Also, I didn’t even look at that bitch up and down.

I just flicked my eyes on her sleeve for a fraction of second because she was complaining about her uniform and her uniform changed so I noticed.

And since grey is one of my favourite color, I complimented.

I was smiling throughout when I was speaking. There was no weirdness and I was being friendly.

It was within context.

We continued speaking about the designer and the previous uniform etc.

I don’t understand why I’m going through so much hell.

When she was the one who was lusting on me and with creepy feelings and forcing.

I’ve seen some women stare at my cleavage and legs with a creepy expression so many times.

I don’t see anyone questioning or torturing them.

So many men stare at me. I don’t see any action taken against them.

Why the fuck am I being scrutinized when I’m barely even interested.

I don’t understand why I’m being tortured when I’ve already spoken about everything.

And even proved it.

Lucius and Draco’s eyes were always on my top (chest) whenever we met and they compliment my “top”.

It was within context and I’m not crazy to think they were staring at my chest.

I would do the same.

I don’t understand why I’m going through hell just because I’m different and openly bisexual even after speaking about everything.

When the world does so many crazy things and similar things too.

But I don’t see anyone torturing or scrutinizing them.

What the fuck is even this.