Ginny likes third wave cafe, that’s why I was going there frequently.
Everything was her.
….
Also,
If something is bothering you, you should process it and speak up.
If it doesn’t, then you can let it slide.
This is what I meant by pick your battles.
Not everything requires going into war and sparing of words.
Some things can be thrown out the window and forgotten, when you are close and when there is love.
Even some bad conversations.
Remember when I said the ratio thing?
Yes.
If you know what’s right and wrong.
You can think things through in your mind and decide what you should do.
I used to lash out without a moment to spare before.
But these days, I process it and make better judgements.
It’s mind over matter.
….
I feel whatever happened with father today was planned?
I feel that.
Even him hitting me that day.
I have a strong feeling it was planned.
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