I have a habit of always looking down.
So I don’t remember if I looked down after I looked at her sleeve.
I was not even interested in the conversation, so I don’t remember everything exactly.
But I did not stare at her.
She was drawing attention to it, so I looked for a fraction of second and complimented because grey is one of my favorite color.
It was within the context.
That’s all that happened.
She is really not my type neither am I attracted to women in real life.
She was the one who was attracted to me.
She was lusting and projecting.
Even if she had misunderstandings. I’m sure it would have been cleared when I set boundaries.
She was forcing like a psychopath.
She did whatever she did because I was constantly rejecting her and because she was jealous.
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I’m not attracted to most men as well.
I hardly get attracted in real life.
The crushes I mentioned in the list was mostly online.
In real life my feelings were really feeble.
In real life I hardly feel things.
Even though I have kissed men.
Only Chintu and Ginny have turned me on while kissing.
Crushes are always for a short period like a day or week. Sometimes not even that.
On women it’s only for a day mostly or not even that.
Like hardly there.
Only on Symran it was for few months for the first time in my life.
After that I’ve been straight.
I have a habit of looking down and speaking. I don’t remember everything that happens.
I remember things only when it’s important to me.
I have real and long feelings only when I’m in love.
And that’s when I lean towards my bisexuality.
I’m sure I’ll turn bisexual again after I start speaking to Ginny.
Based on what I have observed.
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rachana rajan <3 