Note.

Every single time I step outside the bedroom or father comes inside the bedroom.

He stares at me.

It’s making me extremely uncomfortable.

He has stared at my body my entire adult life.

He really did sexually assault me and whatever the reason he continued doing it,

the trauma that I went through because of it, is legit and real.

And even now, his eyes are always on me.

It’s traumatizing and my body is always on alert every time.

I cannot take this any longer.

Please give me what I asked for.

I don’t even have money to buy shampoo. My shampoo is almost over.

I cannot exist in this scrutiny any longer.

Why am I in this hell and begging for my own money when I’m already successful?