Note.

Every time I step out, so many people stare at me.

Some of them even turn their heads to look at me.

Like so many.

They keep looking at me.

I know they are doing it because I’m famous and it is within context.

I don’t place sexual meaning behind it because my mind is clear.

I casually look at people too. I never stare.

Like few months ago, there was an old man with a kid at dyu art who reminded me of my dad and neices.

So I casually looked for 2-4 seconds.

There are always old couples at MTR who remind me of my parents so I look for 2-3 seconds casually.

These things are quite normal and everyone does it.

I look at the Christmas lights in my apartment society sometimes while walking.

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Everyone does these things.

You can watch random people around you without their knowledge, you’ll get to know everyone does these things.

Because I’m in the spotlight because are watching me like a hawke and placing meaning behind casual innocent things,

Which everyone in this world does.

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You scrutinize me inhumanly and when I bite my lips as a reaction, I’m being questioned for the reaction.

What the actual fuck is even that?

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I was inhumanly tortured in all forms and I reacted to it and now I’m a cat?

WTF.

I no longer do that, have you noticed?

It’s because I’m not tortured in all forms.

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I’ve spoken about every single thing.

You need to leave me alone.

Atleast now.

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