Note.

I’m so sorry about all this.

aaah.

I was just so worked up since last 6 months.

The enormity of it all.

The betrayal and slander and smear campaign and every unimaginable thing possible.

Everything came crashing on me and I was a pot holding it in me and it was stewing inside me.

And I was pouring the stew out, one blog at a time.

Now that I googled the meaning of smooth, I feel so stupid.

Like literally so so stupid.

I just want to forget all this and move on because I don’t deserve this, even a bit.

I want each and every person who did me wrong to face the consequences of what happened to me.

Starting from the prison school to Peter Pettigrew.

Until this happens, my soul will not rest peacefully.

I hate certain people so much, I’m not even sorry, you know?

I don’t carry the burden though, I have placed it down and moved past it.

There is no animosity within me.

I want to forget about their existence.

That’s all.

I’ve already thrown them out of my head, please stop reminding me of them.

This is how I cope, by moving on and forgetting.

If I keep it all inside my head. I’ll probably collapse and never get up.

Chucking things out of my mind is the best way to go.

I want only the good things to occupy my mind.

I chuck the bad when it’s due.

Anyway, I see so many things online and I feel so happy and loved.

I love you so much.

Goodnight.