Peter Pettigrew was cribbing about her uniform since day 2 and it changed.
She was drawing attention to it, so I just looked at her sleeve for a fraction of second to check the colour and complimented and we continued speaking.
It was within context of the conversation.
I said this clearly on day one 6 months ago.
But people took it out of context and I was sexually assaulted and tortured continuously for 6 months.
Why?
Just because I’m openly bisexual.
Do you see how fucked up this whole thing is?
She was the one with the creepy feelings and mind. She was projecting and forcing.
I explained the whole thing multiple times.
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So many of my friends and my family members have stared at my chest and body to see my clothes and complimented me my whole life.
But I never blame them because it was within context and my mind is clear.
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Whatever happened to me was not just unfair but brutally cruel and barbaric.
Even after proving myself and speaking about everything the last two years.
Everything was thrown away in a second.
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Do you know what all I’ve faced since I came out.
Women online and around me, keep trying to lure me by showing me and speaking about their breast and ass and what not.
I told my female friend at office that I’m not interested in women in office because no one is my type and I said to her she looks different (I already spoke about why).
She got insecure and called me a dead body and harassed me. I had a panic attack.
Why?
Because I don’t find her hot and I’m not interested in her.
If she is straight how does it even matter?
And Peter Pettigrew kept forcing herself in my life and forcing me to go to her house. Because I’m bisexual.
When I rejected her, she spread slander.
When she got caught, she put the blame on me because I’m openly bisexual.
And the world wanted me dead and tortured me inhumanly.
The torture is still going on.
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I’ve spoken about everything about my bisexuality and somehow that’s not enough and people continuously tortured me.
This has been going on since more than a decade.
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Everyone knew I was bisexual even before I came out.
It was supposed to be my thing and it was taken away from me.
Everyone doubted me and accused me for liking their disgusting creepy faces, when I didn’t.
My life has been hell.
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Do you know so many women are still within the closet but since I’m in the spotlight, the same women and everyone else point their fingers at me.
Like they are some saints with a clean plate.
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I’ve spoken about every single thing about my life even though I don’t owe an explanation to anyone.
Just so I can clear the misunderstandings and my name.
I hope atleast going forward people handle things better and they have learnt from their mistakes.
I hope they understand the immense BS that goes on in my life atleast now,
and make better judgements and ask me “what happened” before going berserk over someone’s lies and manipulations.
rachana rajan <3 