rachana rajan <3

Everything I’ve said about Peter Pettigrew is the truth.

I honestly don’t know why it is being stretched this way because we barely spoke.

She is just a random person.

There was nothing between us for this to go on for 6 months to be completely honest.

But after what happened to me, I want her get what she deserves for what I faced because of her.

But I don’t want to continue speaking about it.

Because I’m the kinda person who keeps moving on.

From whatever I observed,

I feel she doesn’t have much experience socializing and also she doesn’t know the basic code of conduct.

Because a regular person wouldn’t encroach someone’s space this way who is a stranger.

That too the way I was pushing her.

It was as though, she has this ego around her.

Maybe she gets a lot of attention? I don’t know.

Her energy was off since day one and I knew something wasn’t right.

So I was constantly trying to push her.

The first day when she told me her trauma, I didn’t validate it or say anything in return.

I was shocked and overwhelmed.

I was going through something serious and I didn’t expect that, because the only thing I did was ask her to take my picture.

And the way she called me home on day 2.

I feel even if there was misunderstandings in her end, I’m sure it would have been cleared when I pushed her.

Also, because of the constant pressure I caved and tried being friends but it wasn’t working.

She wasn’t really good.

It felt as though she just cares about the attention that comes with speaking to me.

And her image in front of the world.

Because there was no friendship, I tried.

Then I took a step back because she behaved vulgar.

I don’t know she was off.

The way she was hurting me for not complying.

The way she was constantly asking me to meet her like a psychopath and constantly asking me to go to her house.

The slander that she spread when I rejected her.

She attacked me out of jealousy.

I don’t know.

There was literally no love from her end. She just cares about her image.

I didn’t like her too. I mean, I have general platonic like for everyone as a person and human being, that’s why I’m always respectful to everyone.

I tried saving her because of it.

I didn’t know she would do whatever she did.

I didn’t even dream of it.

I honestly don’t know what exactly happened for sure and why I’m being continuously asked to talk about her.

Her energy was off and I did my best to cut her off.

Everything I’ve said is the truth.

I’ve proved my truth too based on whatever I have understood.

I never disrespect or dismiss people when they approach me. But I did my best to make her understand that I’m not interested.

She just didn’t stop and took advantage of my kindness.

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I can’t believe all this happened to me when I was minding my own business.

I’m so scared now.

I hope people respect my boundaries going forward.

It’s scary out there when you are in the public eye and also, existing in this reality that I’m existing.

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I’ve proved everything.

I don’t know if anything will happen again but I’m hoping people will handle it better next time.

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