I’ve said this before but saying it again.
Because well,
Anyway.
You aren’t a 2 year old in kindergarten to fret about someone not wanting to be your friend or not wanting to be in a relationship with you.
We feel what we feel.
You can’t and should not force it.
Go with the flow.
If someone is not on the same page as you,
as in,
if their energy is not what you want in your life or they aren’t reciprocating your energy.
Learn to take a step back and move on with your life.
Maintain the peace and harmony.
Please don’t be all bitter and spread slander.
Literally so many people in this world, people are going to come and go throughout your life.
You’re going to meet so many people.
Your value doesn’t depend on someone being in your life or not.
Stop carrying so much animosity over these 2nd grade stuff and mind your own business.
As I mentioned, this isn’t betrayal. Betrayal cuts deeper than this.
I still can’t fully fathom what Peter Pettigrew did to me when I was minding my own business.
She’s so fucked up.
People around me were torturing me to speak to a stalkerish man in my apartment and the predator Pettigrew who was eating me alive like a piranha.
They were comparing these random vultures to the love of my life.
And forcing me and torturing me like barbaric cavemen by invading in my space and boundaries.
Like I’m not a human being but an alien who is not entitled to have an opinion of her own.
I’m scared, tbh.
What happened to me was beyond crazy.
God.
I’m still not able to come in terms with what happened.
I had already proved myself and built my life the last 2 years after it was destroyed.
And it was thrown away so easily.
It’s always thrown away so easily.
This isn’t the first time it happened.
People never seem to learn their lesson or be mature.
Just because I’m different doesn’t mean I’m wrong.
I hope going forward atleast,
things will be dealt maturely because everyone knows everything about me now.
So I’m hoping people can differentiate lies from the truth.
I’ve proved and explained beyond what is necessary to put an end to this ridiculous BS
Please learn to ask my side of the story.
You can’t torture a person inhumanly and question their reaction to torture by torturing inhumanly.
What the actual fuck.
I’m sorry I’m repeating myself.
But so much trauma.
And the shit is prolonging unnecessarily.
No matter how much I want to move on.
I don’t know what more do people want.
Whoever is doing this shit.
Try doing the same things to someone else, go on do a social experiment.
You’ll understand I’m far better and my value.
rachana rajan <3 