rachana rajan <3

Try gaslighting Taylor Swift or any other celebrities or public figures out of their achievements and keep undermining their value and worth.

You’ll understand my value.

Existing in this double life is not easy.

Where I’m already successful but I’m suffering in reality when the whole world is benefiting out of me.

Inspite of this, I have persisted and done everything to come out of this reality.

And when someone gaslights me in this situation, it’s psychological assualt and hell.

Hence I keep affirming my truth and I’m waiting.

I have never said I’m King or God.

I just affirm my truth when someone psychologically assaults me and harasses me.

Whatever I’m doing is the best that anyone would in this situation.

No one else can exist in my shoes even for a minute.

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No one will undermine Taylor Swift or anyone else like this and gaslight them for an upper hand in the conversation or to keep them under them.

Why do people feel it’s okay to do it to me?

I’ve done and achieved so much but why am I not given convention?

It’s like people want everything I have to give and want to benifit out of me but no one wants to accept the fact that they are my fan or they follow my work.

On top of all this, I’m consistently gaslighted.

My reaction to it is apt.

I want convention, I’ve had enough of this invisible life.

I’ve put in my blood sweat and tears to come out of this reality.

I’m fighting for my truth, respect and convention.

I no longer wish to exist this way.

I no longer wish to suffer because someone else fucked up and their sins.

I’ve cleared my name and every miniscule thing.

I’m done living this way.

I’ve proved myself enough.

Please stop making me beg for my own money.