Note.

I don’t know if Ginny was really going to get married or she simply said that.

Whenever I met someone these last 3 years,

I kept thinking I’d rather have a labelless relationship with Ginny or I should have gone to her house or something about her.

I just couldn’t be present with them.

Nothing felt right.

Even if they were really good, it just didn’t feel right.

I did not kiss anyone after she said she is in love with me.

I didn’t feel like it after that.

Not because there was no one. There were people but I was not interested.

I did it just once to check, as I mentioned.

I was no longer interested in these things.

I was thinking about her the entire time and trying to feel better health wise.

I was lost in my daydreams.

Also, trying to fix my life.

I was minding my own business the entire time and all this BS happened to me because of BS people who are fucked in their heads.

God man.

I don’t know what the hell is wrong with people.

Creepy vultures.