Dear Dairy.

I deleted Will’s number and removed all traces of his number from my phone.

I have no way of contacting him again.

I keep feeling it’s wrong to text him even though we are just friends.

I spoke to him couple of times because I have no one to speak to and he’s one of my bestfriends.

It got really heavy last few months, so I reached out.

But I guess it’s not right.

I don’t want Ginny to feel uncomfortable in any way.

In another news,

I’m not going to stop loving trees because of the misunderstanding it created.

I know my truth and I’m going to stick to it.

I have genuine love for nature and I will always have.

It makes me so happy to look at trees the clouds, sun, moon, birds and everything around me.

It’s so damn beautiful and leaves my heart full.

I feel when you fall in love with someone with all your heart, you never really recover.

The little infinity is enough to last a lifetime.

My days are passing waiting for her.

I do regular routine things and take care of myself.

And keep dreaming of her everyday.

I miss her so much.

I’m tired of this trial. There’s literally nothing left to say.

I hope it ends atleast now.