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My stamina really sucks.

I was getting stronger but since I was scrutinized so many times, I started feeling weak again.

Now I just don’t feel energetic and sometimes I don’t feel healthy.

I walk like a grandma at times.

Also, goodbye gym.

I’ve lost so much weight as well.

The bones on my chest are visible now and boobs have kinda shrinked, if that’s possible.

I think I should go to a doctor, do a full body checkup and take vitamin tablets.

But I don’t have money for all that.

I want to speak to my therapist regularly too, I don’t feel good mentally sometimes and I have no one to speak to.

No money for that too.

I’m struggling.