rachana rajan <3

I hate it when people encroach my privacy and space and assume shit based on whatever I do.

Later, hype up those things and throw it on my face.

Like they are literally so jobless.

I agree, I made a DNF video by copying other booktubers when I was a newbie.

I agree, I said I didn’t like love hypothesis in that video.

I even apologized for that video.

But I have not said anything about ashley poston, sarah j maas, lyn painter’s books.

I might have retuned their books because it was a duplicate copy and I removed few books from my goodreads long ago because I was overwhelmed by my growing TBR.

Also,

I was in a lot of trauma in the past so I couldn’t read books with triggering and mature themes.

Which is a personal problem.

It doesn’t mean that that book is bad.

Now I’m fine.

So I’ve added everything to my TBR once again and I’m going to read them.

The value of the book retains irrespective of the fact whether I read it or not.

Also, I gave valid reasons for not reading them.

But people invade in my personal space and go berserk.

I hate this so much because everyone are on my neck watching everything I do and reacting to it based on assumptions and half truths.

Without asking me things.

I want my space and boundaries and privacy to be respected.

I no longer want to live this way.

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I also dislike hypocrites,

who talk shit about certain things themselves but when I express an opinion based on something personal, it’s not acceptable.

It’s like I’m not entitled to have opinions.

I expressed I don’t like wearing white because of “my anxiety”. Suddenly the whole world went crazy like they are in kindergarten.

And everyone started wearing it and fretting like toddlers.

It was a personal opinion.

I even expressed clearly “others look good in it” but I personally don’t wear it.

I clearly said this.

Everyone has personal opinions and problems.

But the biggest problem of 2024 was I said I don’t wear white because of my anxiety.

Not global warming or growing poverty or even the war.

This shows how immature and jobless people are.

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Also,

I’m scared of dogs. Everyone are scared of something in their life.

Just because I’m scared of something doesn’t mean I hate it.

I love dogs but from a distance.

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I personally don’t wear make up because it makes me anxious.

I’m always crying and rubbing my eyes out of habit and it annoys me when there’s make up on my face and it makes me anxious.

Which is a personal opinion.

Everyone looks good in make up but I personally don’t prefer wearing it because I feel anxious.

That’s it.

As simple as that.

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People should focus on real and important issues in the world instead of my personal preferences.

All this shows how jobless people are and what exactly are their priorities in life.

Everyone are entitled to their opinions.

I gave valid for legit reasons for my opinions.

Everyone can’t be the same that’s what makes everyone special and unique like different colours of the rainbow.

The different colors is what makes the rainbow beautiful.

We need to learn to coexist peacefully and respect each other.

Not throw things on people’s faces based on their personal preferences if their opinions are valid.

Some people are sitting on the edge of their seats waiting to defy me.

Literally so jobless.

Let a girl live her life and mind her own business man.

You don’t have to follow me like sheeps.

If you don’t agree with me, don’t. If my content triggers you, don’t watch/read.

That simple.

Why the fuck are you throwing it on my face?

Focus on real problems.

Not kindergarten stuff.