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One day I was going out for walk.

The window was open.

So when I closed the bedroom door, the door banged hard because of wind.

Father was sitting on the couch bubbling with anger and when the door closed hard, he threw the remote in anger.

I got angry and shouted at him asking why are you always so angry and abused him.

I couldn’t take it anymore.

He is always angry 247.

Looking at him angry triggers me sometimes.

The way he keeps sneezing without covering his mouth.

The way he never changes.

The domestic violence, verbal abuse and sexual assaults of the past.

Everything comes melting down when I look at him sometimes.

And I get triggered.

…

I need distance from them.

I want to move out.

There’s no other solution to this.

Please give me my money atleast now.

Please put an end to my suffering.

….

No one in their right mind would be jealous of my success even after knowing how much I’ve suffered to reach here.

I don’t know what’s wrong with that person.

Things worked out in August last year.

I didn’t deserve what I faced after that.

I’m still suffering.

My life has been just that.