Note.

I had so much anger inside me since when I got to know about the betrayal.

I had negative thoughts that I don’t want to speak into existence.

I poured my heart out again, went out for walks and listened to my angry playlist.

I kept biting the inner part of my lips to control my anger and the scrutiny.

Now there’s a permanent dent.

The world helped too.

My anger is healed mostly and my health has improved too.

I feel I should let go of all this anger now and of what happened.

I wanted to move on long ago, but there was so much shit that needed to be sorted.

Now I think I can move on?

I feel verbally abusing father was wrong but he started it each time.

Whatever he did was wrong and I reacted.

He apologized.

So I think I should just let it go.

He’s not staring too.

He’s changed drastically.

My parents are old now. So I keep forgiving them.

It’s hard at times but I feel once I move out I would be able to love and appreciate them better.

Also, I want to give them a comfortable life in their old age.

So hoping I get my money soon, so that I can do it.

I want to take mother to the hospital too.

I don’t know what exactly I’m waiting for.

Everything I’ve said here is the truth and I’ve given proofs for whatever I can think of.

There’s literally nothing left for me to say and do.

I’ve recounted everything from the best of my memory.