I tried reading catching fire today and it triggered me badly.
I have a headache now and I cried few times.
I don’t know why people are doing this.
Giving the negative characters the characteristics of my past misunderstandings or something that I said or did in a negative way.
Or even incorporating the word cat unnecessarily.
Even the empathy is not working out and having the contrary effect.
If this goes on, I don’t think I will ever read again.
Please don’t do this.
I’m waiting for people to change the books back to neutral so that I can start reading again.
Whatever people are trying to do in my books is extremely triggering and not helping.
I want to just move on from whatever happened and forget about it.
Please let me move on and stop tampering my books in a triggering way.
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Also,
I cannot exist in this reality anymore.
Please put an end to this.
I don’t know what exactly I’m waiting for?
Why is this prolonging?