Dear Diary.

I had a dream last night that Draco came to my apartment to see me.

We were catching up on everything that happened since we last spoke.

Then I woke up.

Since the last time I dreamt about Draco, I’m no longer angry at him.

And now this dream.

I don’t know what it all means.

I’m literally losing it waiting this way.

I feel restless whenever I think about Ginny.

Aaaah.

I keep stalking her linkedin because that’s the only place I’m not blocked.

I see her stupidly beautiful face and the “congrats” comments on posts and read her bio.

I start feeling super restless.

Waiting, waiting, waiting and waiting.

Some more waiting.

A little bit more waiting.

I’m floating on a life bouy in the middle of the ocean. The ships on my left and island on my right.

I’m waiting for my dragons to come and save me.