Note.

When my friends hurt me, with a horcrux or otherwise.

I usually let things slide and forgive. Depending on the friendship.

Because my threshold is really high.

I guess people usually don’t do this.

I think people usually stop talking or speak back.

That’s the intention of using the horcrux.

This is where it is going wrong I guess.

Starting with Voldemort.

Because of her guilt of using it and also because I forgave her and spoke to her normally.

She started assuming I’m doing it too.

I had changed after going to college. I was really demure and mature.

She didn’t like the change.

She told me herself. “you’ve changed and I don’t like you now”

She didn’t like that I wasn’t a child anymore and she couldn’t manipulate me.

I saw through her BS and confronted her.

That’s why she did whatever she did.

Before torturing me, she admitted to me whatever she did.

She said, “I was speaking about you in half truths and now it’s affected your mind”

Everyone who spoke to me after her did the same things as her.

They were in the same mentality as her, because whatever she did was carried on.

So they took her place as death eaters.

….

The only way to break this is speak to me directly.

Because I’m always direct.

Also, I think I should stop being so forgiving and stop letting things slide.

…

After Voldemort used the horcrux and I stopped speaking to her.

She reached out to me multiple times.

I was ghosting her and she was annoyed.

But that’s what she wanted I guess.

She didn’t want to speak to me and she wanted to keep a good name in front of the group by saying that, I was the one ignoring her.

She wanted me to stop speaking.

Later after a year, I confronted her and told her, “it’s because she used the horcrux that I stopped speaking to you.”

We met for a movie and she used the horcrux multiple times.

I think she was trying to cut me off by doing that.

But instead, I asked her if we can speak separately.

She kept calling me a bitch. I didn’t understand why that day.

I asked her what’s wrong.

She said she calls me alice so she thought when I said I like edward in midnight sun. She assumed things.

I started laughing.

I said no I don’t like him.

But she wasn’t convinced I think.

Because when we came back to the group, Ashwin asked her what happened and she rolled her eyes.

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