Note.

I’ve complimented almost every single person I’ve met.

I have a habit of hyping up people and empathizing.

I ask a lot of questions.

Everyone always likes me.

I don’t think too much into it.

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When I was sexually assaulted at the restaurant, I didn’t understand why it happened.

It happened so many times after that. I didn’t get it.

Because I didn’t assualt her. It was contextual. I didn’t remember this incident.

It took me so long to understand what was happening.

I think I spoke the truth on oct.

For 2 months I didn’t even understand what was going on.

I keep thinking what would have happened if I had died.

I literally lose it when I think about what happened.

I’m innocent.

I’m not even attracted to women in real life.

Also, I’m straight since last few years.

Whatever happened to me was insane.

I was sexually assaulted so many times.

First few times I thought I’m going to die.

After that I silently took the assualts.

I was busy proving myself and held on.

What happened to me cannot be forgiven even by God.

After everything that I went through throughout my life, I didn’t deserve this pile of shit too.

The trauma is still there.

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